i'm afraid of stage

i dont really know why some people are racist..
i dont want to talk about it now!
i just wanna said that today during chinese class i cried..
seriously me nurdiyana cried because of a small matter..hahaha
its because teachers choose me to represent the school for puisi competition..
i dont want to do it but what to do my name already been written down..
its ok because puisi is poem and poem is my think..
but the thing is tht i'm afraid of stage..
plus the competition is next saturday night..
NEXT SATURDAY~