Baby,I lost my life

Around 4pm after i woke up from my cute nap,i realise something!
I LOST MY HANDBOOK!
Oh MY God..
Handbook is like my life..
I can't live without writing in it..
OMG,
There's so many mushie and jiwang things in there..
My secret(who i like for 2years)..
My love letter given by hmmmmmmm
OMG..
I LOST MY HANDBOOK a.k.a MY LIFE in PAPER!!!
:'(