miss you so much

I'm so sorry..
I know it's my fault..
I'm the one who pulled myself away from you..
I have changed things around..
I'm the one who should be blamed..
I'm the one who didn't accept you for what you have changed to..
I'm the one who made our relationship become like the sky and the grass..
I can only look at you from far away..
I wish i can change things around again or even time travel..
Just to make our relationship stay as bestfriends again..
And now i don't even think we are friends anymore..
Ohh,how i wish it could happen!!
I miss you so much..
Although we sit not far from each other yet it feels like your in US and I'm still in Brunei the small country who is still trying to developed it self..
I miss you so so so much!!