DEar someone

Dear someone special to me,
Sorry lately i'm going away from you.. Sorry if you feel like i abandon you..It's not like that..It's not what you think i did..I just don't want to be the outsider anymore..When i know i'm the outsider to them..Sorry,i just want to be treated that i belong there..But,when they are with you and i'm by your side,i feel like they don't want me there..That's why i'm going away from you...I don't want to be the outsider anymore..That's the last time i wanna be the outsider..That's the last time they look at me as i'm interrupting their convo with you..Sorry 'someone'..i'm really sorry!! That's why i don't want to go anywhere with you when your with them...Sorry,i just don't want to be the outsider anymore..Not ever again! That's why..that's why!!But,we still can be friends..Let's just be normal friends!! Just friends not more not less!

Sincerely,
Diyana
(your friend)
XOXO